Thursday, April 23, 2009

awful truth

went out wif gen today
btw, i had a very sweet dream tis mornin <33
went to collect our grad attire at near ky`s place
den i had moi late lunch at mac
hungry si le
took bus to town
walked ard n see shoes
wanted to get aldo heels
coz they havin sales
but nth nice, or either tat its too high le
walked over to tangs
nth nice also
went to try lingeries
damn nice n comfy
but one costs near $200
next time when i start workin
i shall own at least one
its damn nice lor
den went over to far east
had fried mars =D
den went mondo
saw tis nice heels
but still considering
so went to adidas
but its too low cut n ex
if wear tube inside den pointless also
so went to wisma charles n keith
but nth nice
so walked back shaw hse
went to isetan see
wanted to get sole lovers one
but nth nice also
all nice ones are open toes de
which i lyk, but cant wear
pointless
so went back far east n get tat mondo one
hopefully it wun leave mi wif any blisters
went back hm after tat
time seems to pass sooo fast
when im wif moi loved ones
i dunno y
sighh
reached hm, feelin a lil hungry
online, bathed n eatin instant cereal
nw emo-ing nw also

am i really such a bad person?
say until lyk i totally dun care abt u lyta
right from da 1st day u noe mi
u shld noe wad kind of person i am by nw
u noe it clearer den anyone else
n y are u expecting things from mi nw?
am i da one who has changed
or izzit u?
i can understand y u lyk n dun lyk mi being attached
but ...
sighh. i really dunno
does it really have to turn out to be so bad?
no matter wad i do,
it`ll ALWAYS be moi fault
be it family, bgr (past r/s) or even frenship
WHYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?
is there really NTH i did is right?
always being blamed fer lyk EVERYTHING??

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