to hell wif 2008 =P

yea, tis shall be da final post fer yr 2008
shall not update on wad i did fer da past few days
so many stuffs have happened in yr 2008
there`s gd, there`s bad
but i guess there`s more bad den gd
tears have been flowin lyk no one`s biz too
i dun lyk it
i hope yr 2009 will be a betta yr fer all of us =))
esp to moi family
gd health, gd wealth =))
to moi frens too
may happiness follow u guys =D
take lots care pple
i agree totally wif pat
fark 2008
haha. too bored at hm
den found him online n chat wif him
lonely new yr eve
wad to do. ha.
but nvm. i still have moi most beloved to spend moi new yr wif mi
n tat`s moi sis n moi aunt =D
thou its not wif moi bf or even gd fren,
thou im kinda pissed off,
still im contented
hehe. gonna go watch fireworks lor
hopefully can see =D

i wish everybody gd health n happiness!!
everything shall go smoothly fer everyone of us =D
WELCOME 2009!!!

updates

13th dec:
after i went fer moi driving lesson,
i`ve decided to postpone moi TP
its really really too rush fer mi le
so peter said okie
after lesson, i went hm
den meet up wif baby at dunno wad time
by den im alr too famished le
went over to his place to meet yanxiang
den bought pizza back baby`s place n eat
den baby opened his bottle of martell when songboon came
after tat jianyang, wanheng, terrence n keeguang also came
+ another guy called dexter n melissa
drink finish 1bottle den open dexter bottle also
drink halfway they said wanna go down resort, thai disco at ecp
onli mi, baby, songboon, terrence, keeguang n dexter goin
da rest went hm
i thk da place is not tat bad lar
they`ve gt live band
thou da songs are abit too outdated =X
but they`re still quite gd i thk =))
back hm quite earli
as baby is not feelin well
reached hm bathed n slp
poor baby, dunno slept at wad time
coz he`s not feelin gd

14th dec:
we woke up n went to eat
den went cold storage walk walk
haha. after which he sent mi back hm =))
jie came back from taiwan n came to our hse
bought alot of snacks back
haha. den they left b4 dinner
dinner was bought from downstairs

15th dec:
did i went sch? i cant rmb
haha. can rmb wad i did

16th dec:
same thing, dunno did i went sch
dunno wad i did

17th dec:
i went to find baby den stayed there til he went sch
i went to airport to fetch moi erjie
while waiting, i went to eat bk
haha. coz her flight was delayed =.=
den back hm

18th dec:
went over to old hse market fer breakfast
den back hm
dunno do wad n i went to parkway to get sth
n back hm
rushin to go hm
coz takin da shuttle bus to kallang leisure fer dinner
but erjie 4mis-read da timing
so we still took bus 11 there
gen was wif us too
after dinner den mi n gen took da shuttle bus back hm
den i went to bathe n gt ready
cabbed down to play 1st
but tat farkin place sucked lar
not da 1st, but da 2nd
all da seats were reserved lor
kns
anyway, there`s mi, gen, pat, jeenson n his fren, wanxuan
den we cabbed down to zouk
had fun there =))
very crazy also. haha
da event was until 3
but we clubbed until 2 den went out
coz wanxuan was drunk alr
all thanks to baby who sent her back to jeenson`s hse
den gen followed mi hm
a big thank you to moi baby =)) *muackss*
back hm bathed den slp le
soooo tired =.=

19th dec:
happy 10mths baby
had breakfast den back hm bathed
gen left after breakfast
den went down to nuh wif parents n erjie
we waited fer damn farkin long lar
sians
after which had desserts n back hm
rushin again
coz made baby wait fer damn long
we went to vivo
shopped fer xmas presents fer his sisters
moi no stock, so never get
n back to geylang fer frog porridge
*yum yum* lovesss
nice nice
den went back to his place n went to resort again
onli us, songboon n dexter
dexter left earli coz he`s workin da next day
den da 3of us headed down to cabana to meet up wif songboon`s fren
b4 tat baby n dexter went to eat
n dexter had 2fillet burgers =.= haha
i never drink much on tat day
juz feelin slpy =.=
summore is beer after martell
we left quite earli
i dunno wad time
but we stayed out til quite late
coz songboon was drunk
haha. he drank too much alr
we stayed until he`s feelin slightly betta den we went back baby`s place
i bathed n slept at 5+
baby too =))

20th dec:
woke up at 12+ in da mornin
sorry cousins, tat da kbox session was cancelled
well, im not da onli one who overslept
wadeva =.=
den lunch at his place nearby
coz mj session was initally at 2pm
after lunch, went over to songboon`s place, coz he wanted to wash up
n they changed to 4pm instead
okie den. we watched tv n all
den they changed to 6pm =.=
abit pissed off
coz waited fer so damn long
den went over to yaoguang`s place fer mj
wif baby, jianyang n yaoguang
songboon played games
haha. i won $8 =D
coz we play small small onli
den back hm
wanted to slp earli
but i watched da andy lau movie until 3 den slp =.=
very tired

21st dec:
today is dong zhi
woke up at 9+ juz to go fer driving lesson
so tired lor
den back hm use com awhile n went to slp
hehe. slept til 3+ den wake up
den had curry n bread
den watch tv
after tat dinner time, i still feel full
went to play game
den halfway i fell aslp again =X
6+ slept til 8+
hehe. tonite cant slp le =((
den dinner n online le =))
tmr still muz go sch earli
boring =((
hopefully can wake up on time
haha. nightss pple

u`ve found ur sum1 i guess =)
im no longer needed
no love~

random thots

izzit betta tis way?
or shld it remain da way it is?
i dunno
it juz started
i dunno hw useful it`ll be
i hope at least it`ll help
coz i dun see any improvement til nw
i feel so lost right nw
seems tat i have u
but u`re not wif mi
not as in physically
but emotionally
i wish i wish
tell mi wad to do to make things right
da way it used to be
or perhaps never used to be
sighh
im really tired
tired of tryin
tired of givin in
i need more love pls
to make mi feel im not lonesome in tis world
do i really dunno hw to be sum1
i mean to be mi?
i am who i am
i hate to change moiself
but if changin will change moi fate
i dun mind givin it a try
yes its hard
so hard
tat i dun even thot of initiatin it
it seems tat i have everything
but in fact i have nth but moi family
perhaps some frens n love
but tat`s not wad i wan
i wan MORE
i dun wan anything superficial
i need da real thing
ya lyk 4eva im always thkin so much
i dun wan to
but i cant help
we seem near
but actually so far
sighhs

pictures

5th & 6th dec:

da birthday girl

da peeps: jeenson, patrick & melissa

jiemeis: randy, genieve n mi =))

moi dearest dearie

some group pics =))

dinner&dance nite:

ANGRY

im so angry =(( juz nw da post gone
sighh
have to repost again
i shall keep it short, wif more pics =))

5th dec:
happy bday moi dearest dearie
also last paper fer mst
=DDD
after da paper, went to gen`s hse to surprise her
hurhur~
den stayed fer awhile n back hm, while she headed to sch
reached hm, rushed her present
hope she lyks =DD
den went to meet them fer dinner
was very very late
so sorry
met up wif randy at ps
bought da cake n walked over to cathay
had astons fer dinner =))
after dinner back hm
coz nowhr to hang out
gen stayed over at moi place
den we chatted til 3+4 n slp =P

6th dec:
woke up at 12+
had lunch n off to vivo
we caught beverly hills chihuahua
hehe
nice show wif alot of adorable doggies
den we walked ard n had dinner at superdog
hm sweet hm den

7th dec:
erjie is finally back =DDD
hopefully she`s comin back fer gd thou
had lunch at popeye
den back hm
she bought da lancome magnifique =D
sooo nice =DDDD
den catch up alot n went fer dinner
ard 9+ lyta i went over to gen`s place to stay over

8th dec:
woke up ard 6+ in da mornin
gt prepared to go cycling wif gen n her family n frens
haha. at ubin
da weather is not very gd
coz its rainin
but still, its not cancelled
well, cycling under da rain is a new experience fer mi
haha. thou its kinda fun (coz of gen), its very dirty also
haha. lucky i wore slippers
easy to wash =PPP
had lunch there too
den back to gen`s hse to clean up
left at 5+ n had dinner downstairs wif family

9th dec:
erjie went to phillipines alr
=(( woke up at ard 11+ i thk
haha. den suhui came over
we went down to get our hair done
well, moi hair looks weird
haha. perhaps its too much alr, so looks weird
behind is nice, coz its messy
haha. wadeva
den came back to change
took cab down shaw hse fer make up
shu umera =))
i LOVE da eyes she did fer mi
sooooooooooooooooooooo farkin nice
i wish i had those eyes, lyk 4eva
haha.
went over to mariott hotel n wait
quite a nice dinner
had fun n laughter
haha. after dinner took pics
btw, da host is very humorous =D
den baby came n sent mi hm =))

10th dec:
cant rmb wad i did
i noe im sick alr =((

11th dec:
went to sch to do fyp
do until 3 den i left fer moi driving lesson
when i left sch, da weather was okie
when i reached eunos, it was onli slight drizzle
but when im on bus reachin da DC
suddenly rain very heavily =.=
sians
even standin under shelter i also can get wet
moi whole legs were almost wet lor
den i stood at da bridge there
coz i see pple standing there. haha
while waitin fer da rain to stop,
i saw tis guy
he looked at mi, i look at him
he smiled at mi, i smiled at him
den he asked mi izzit crossin over
i said no. goin to dc
den he asked wad time is moi lesson
i said 4 (its alr 4by den)
he`s such a nice person lor
he sheltered mi over to dc
very very kind
n he`s half drenched lor
i feel so bad
but he`s really very gd =))
thanks kind soul
i waited fer da rain to get smaller den went to find peter
after lesson baby came n fetch mi back
had dinner n tv

12th dec:
went sch fer fyp again
coz today need to hand in da 1st draft of our report
rushed until no time to eat
pathetic
mi n suhui were sooo hungry
haha. den we left at 3+ n went over to mr lau's hse
fer class gathering
had dinner n watched movie there
haha. after tat took bus back n watched tv
slept at 2+

13th dec:
woke up at 12 =DD
hehe. was very sick alr lar =((
took moi breakfast n watch tv
den nw come n update moi blog =))
got driving lesson lata
hopefully it wun rain =X

i shall blog da pics again
stupid internet gt prob again
sighhs =((

2more, 2 more =))

hurhur~

2more papers n im done wif mst =))

kuishin-bo yest was fun

da food was quite nice, esp da seafoods

yummy!!

abt da sashimi thingy, its very funny

haha

moi fren actually ate da 9men-share sashimi all by himself (almost all)

omg!! tat shows hw much he actually LOVE sashimi

heh! after dinner, we were all damn full

they went out fer a puff n chattin

den they said wanna go bee`s hse to drink

from 9pple reduced to 6

mi, bee, song boon, yan xiang, yao guang n melissa

lucky yx was ard

coz im takin microdevices&materials paper today

n tat`s his field!!

so lucky mi =))

i studied there, while they were drinkin n foolin ard

i slept at 3am =((

but its weird tat i dun feel tired

hehe

woke up at 7 today n bee sent mi to sch

poor him. sick alr

never go work today

mc fer 2days

gd life, tmr whole day at hm slpin

haha.

anyway, today`s paper wasnt tat hard

prolly i did moi revision yest nite =P

very last min, but tat`s juz mi =))

tmr is nano le

i still haven study a single shit

hopefully i have da correct mood to study lata

if not i`ll die =((

alright, shall stop here =))

chuchu~

boy

pls dun make mi lose faith in u
ur tone, ur attitude, makes mi feel lyk im being loved fer da sake of it onli
wad have u becoming?
i noe u`re busy, but does tat mean its time to neglect mi?
pls spare a thot fer mi hao ma?
its not easy being in tis position
always waiting fer sth imposible to happen lyta
sigh
n also its ALWAYS a coincidence hw things turned out uh
wadeva tat had happened, sure gotta do wif qiao he
im sick of it seriously
when is tis gonna end? =((

kuishin-bo

another paper down

left wif 3more

have to jiayou jiayou ^^

juz back hm from sch

gotta study alr

coz goin to kuishin-bo wif baby n his frens fer dinner

2nd visit there =))

tmr is da stupid triple e paper

TOTALLY not relevant in moi course

dunno y we shld take tat module

its a waste of time, seriously

im starting to miss da old mi =((

i noe i cant do it, but its juz a random thot

so much so i feel lyk again ...

mst week

hoho, im here to update a lil

been very very lazy nwadays

n i`ve been figuring out wad to do wif da livejournal

since im lyk totally giving up on blogspot alr

but still i cant managed to figure anything out

oh fine den

i shall stick to tis fer da time being

lalala!! popri2 juz over today

thk i die alr

coz da calculations suddenly 4gt hw to do

sigh

but still managed to find sum results

hopefully method was used correctly

after paper, went to microlab to do test wif bg

basically im da one doin EVERYTHING

=(( so sad uh

haha. nvm

since i enjoy doin tis, i shall not comment much

finished ard 11 den back hm

went to buy lunch wif mom

back hm, took moi lunch n turned on lappy le

surf net n went to slp =X

i was soooo tired

coz i wasnt able to slp yest nite

due to tat perhaps 1hr nap i took yest evenin =((

n tat landed mi on bed, wif proper slp at 2am yest

which i woke up at 7am tis mornin

okie lar i still get 5hrs of slp =P

tmr is coatin paper

sighh

n nw, at 0048 hr, im lyk onli quarter of it

y? coz everything theory

i see alr also sian

let alone go study

sigh. y wasnt im born smarter a lil?

or at least give mi a better memory

so tat i wun have to study until wanna die lyta

haha.

erjie comin back on sun =DDD yuppiess!!

lovess lovess

finally she`s back

but she`s goin phillipines again on moi dnd nite

=(( nvm. she`ll be back soon

hurhur~ dnd`s on 9th dec

no close frens

onli class peeps

nvm

i shall enjoy da nite (tryin to) =D

okie okie

enough of sayin

i muz go cont studyin alr =((

sighh =((((

lovess~