im in da mood of blogging
not very true actually
coz i`ve nth to do nw
or rather dunno wad to do
i wanna wii fit, but shld i do it after dinner or?
nvm. finish dinner den wii fit
tis few weeks been spending time wif darling
which is loved <33
n sth bad (good?) happened when im over at his place last tue
i hit moi left eye, again
luckily tis time round no need any stitches
lost some skin, blue black eye nw
lyk beaten by pple lyta
very ugly
n worse thing is it`ll leave scar
moi face alr so badly disfigured
another new scar coming =="
i thk i can go die alr
at tat pt of time, when i noe it`ll leave a scar
im not afraid or sth
perhaps i noe love is ard wif mi
but when i removed it juz nw
im so afraid to see moiself in da mirror
im so afraid to see da scar on moi eye
im so afraid tat if one day, every1 left mi
sighh. im thking too much, hopefnully
anyway, nvm abt tat
grad day is coming
im getting fatter n uglier
really need to stop eating so much n start exercising
n jobs hunting ...
i wish i can shut moi ears from da word jobs
i really hate it nw when pple are talkin to mi abt jobs
they juz thk tat its so easy to find one
if not, they juz thot every jobs are suitable fer juz any1
or rather interested lar
cant they juz stand in moi shoes n thk?
who wish to lead a no income life?
lyk wad u`ve said, we`re not born wif a silver spoon
yes i agree
but at least respect mi by letting mi find da job tat really interests mi can?
instead of forcing mi to work one tat i dun lyk
its not necessary tat i`ve to work wadeva tat is available nw
geylang has lots of places too
shld i juz go apply one?
fark it!! i dun wanna talk abt tis also
no pt getting angry over tis issue
coz it`ll be lyk everything thingy? sighh
fer nw, i juz pray hard tat moi eye will recover fast
im glad i din hit straight in moi eye
coz i juz love moi eyes so much
i <33 tis
