slpy

feelin kinda slpy tis few days

even thou i had many hrs of slp

haha. boring =((

everyday stay at hm n rot

yest nite met up wif bh fer kopi

haha. den chatted wif him til 2+

mom said we kou shui duo guo cha

hahahaha

erjie called also =D

she`s enjoying life lor

she said nth to do onboard

have to find things to do. haha

very gd life man

today rot at hm

coz of moi menses

im lazy to go out

tmr going to send moi lappy fer repair le

hopefully i can take back on da same day

hehe. if not really will decompose one lor =((

wed goin to cut hair le =DDD

lyk finally

i really cant stand moi hair

haha. n i so wanna go clubbing

if not fer moi 'redness' =="

sighh. redness = decomposition

luckily it onli lasted fer few days

hahahahaha =D

tis pic is lyk so long alr, haha. but who cares. i LOVE tis =D
im still having long hair tat time which i miss so much nw lor =((
+ da colour i also lyk =D

secrets

secrets shld juz remain untold, isnt it?
suddenly i felt im so stupid to tell pple moi secret/s
sighh. its true tat u cant trust anyone i guess
not even da person closest to u
not tat they`ll let it out
but ... nvm i dunno hw to say
ohh well, from nw on
i`ll keep every single secret of moi shut!!
not to be revealed to ANYONE!!

anyway, yest headed over to moi cousin`s hse at ard 11+
saw da bride. pretty pretty
hehe. den da groom asked y i never say him handsome. HAHAHA
so cute lar he
after da tea ceremony is lunch buffet
n back hm to rest
den i noe da postman was here earlier
moi vs package!!!
=(( i juz missed it
luckily peggy can help mi collect. hahaha
evening time prepare alr den jie came n fetch us to da restaurant
no gd one man. haha. but couple happy can le lor
eat until very full
den back hm
slept at 4+
coz i cant get to slp
when im so tired
y? coz i`ve been thkin alot, ALOT
n i heard sth unpleasant
n i saw sth im not supposed to see
sighh
thk alr also no use. still lyta
nth`s gonna change
dun waste moi time n thk

today had lunch alr den back hm
rest awhile den went to bathe n wait fer peggy to come
we went over to moi 5th aunt`s hse together
1hr journey. slept thru da journey. hehe
when we juz alighted from da bus, it started to rain damn heavily
luckily there`s shelter to her hse
haha. so stayed there til 5+ den had dinner at da coffee shop there
den took bus back
juz reached not long onli
hopefully i can get to slp tonight =))

shld i cut short moi hair, or keep it long?
not as in cut short, but to remain tis kind of length =((
asked few pple n they said remain lyta
but i miss moi long hair =((

look at moi fierce-looking mommy

lowwwwwwwwwwww

yes, i find it weird after tat
y? coz of wad i said? coz of wad u dunno?
i guess i`ve really fallen fer u
i noe it may seem abit too fast
but sigh, i dunno
everything shld stop nw
to prevent mi from falling deeper

fri 27th mar

juz nw i met eric at parkway to get yc`s present
after much consideration, we decided to get him ck perfume
its quite nice actually =))
but i still LOVE da hugo boss one on guys
preferably da one tat i <33 *blush*
anyway, its fun goin out wif him lar
there`s always laughter
haha. coz he`s an idiotic guy
muahahahaha~
den headed back hm
so hungry lor =((
mom never cook
so she cooked mi instant noodle
eat halfway quite full le
but if dun eat finish at nite will hungry
so finish everything
den online
9+ lyta wanna take an hr nap
but juz when i started slpin, moi phone rang
few times
den 1hr is up lyta
so no need slp le
went to bathe
nw really goin to slp le
coz no one is online to talk to mi
nor is there anything to do online
so might as well slp
since i need to wake up earli tmr
to moi cousin`s hse
she`s gettin married tmr
so yeah ^^
nitenite peeps~

wad if i really ... u
shld i juz ... u
or shld i ... u
=(( im confused
coz im scared

so into ...

met up wif bh yest fer lunch at city hall
went to da food court to eat
cheat moi money one, no gd
one plate of omelette rice coz mi $7.50 =="
after which we went walk walk
den walk to ms n walk back rc
sat down to drink n talk
den we walk ard again
n sat down again. haha
til 8+ den we took bus over to chinatown fer dinner
da minced meat noodle is nice, but too spicy alr
den went talk talk again til 10 lyta den we went hm
thou it seems weird, but ... nvm =)

supposed to go buy yc`s present wif eric today
but dun thk goin alr
mayb i`ll be goin down parkway to get moi stuffs from xj n dp? heh
tat`s all fer nw =)

can i say im so damn fortunate to u have u wif mi during tis 3yrs?
sum1 who can understand mi almost perfectly w/o mi sayin anything
u noe who u are =)

recently im so into tis song, it's real - olivia ong
da song may sound abit weird when u 1st heard it
but it get nicer when u listen long =))
da lyrics are damn sweet can. i love

lying down, underneath the stars
thinking about the way you looked into my eyes and told me how you feel
i don`t know if my heart and mind are singing the same tune
need to know coz within me is a mix of fear, a little thrill

can`t believe what i feel is real
feelings that`s hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

*you and i
i never thought i`d fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
so you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it`s real

and i tried, i can`t seem to get myself to think of anything but you
i keep falling deeper but it gets sweeter too
everything, every single thing about you touches my heart in a way
i have never felt like this before, it's real

can`t believe what i feel is real
feelings that`s hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

repeat *

can`t believe what i feel is real
feelings that`s hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

repeat *

long entry =D

too many days never update alr. haha
i shall cut short n start from last wed =))
mornin went to OG sales wif erjie
wah seh da queue is horrible i tell u
go in need to queue, go cashier also queue =="
irritating. den gen came n we went to had lunch together
walked to ps n settled at cafe cartel
den took bus hm
damn tired. fell aslp on bus
but sum idiotic children are so noisy
i feel lyk giving them one tight slap
end up never rest well
den reached hm alr =="
wanted to rest, but tv is too tempting
den 4get it lar
almost time went to bathe den prepare
went down meet pat den took cab down zouk
long queue man
went to queue den bh reached n finished queuein his citibank one alr =="
haha. den got chop alr went to eat
onli gen n i haven eat =="
ate prata, but no plain one. weird
they dun sell on wed, fri n sat. haha
so rubbish
anyway, phuture all da way til closing
din drink alot, so never get high
haha. after club went over to river valley fer supper
onli bh eat. haha
after tat took cab hm wif gen n pat
they came over moi place
pat played wii
den i slept at 7+ in da mornin
damn tired
slept in da living room, wif them still playin
haha. i dunno wad time they slept
but when i woke up i saw them slpin in da living room wif mi
haha. sorry guys

thur afternoon went to play badminton wif erjie`s fren
erjie, gen, pat n mi
her fren damn pro
play wif him will die
haha. after tat pat went back, den da 4 of us went to maxwell market to eat
da fried kway teow VERY nice
hehe. yummy yummy
after tat went to buy some toiletries den back hm
super tired

fri afternoon met bh at vivo fer lunch
den erjie came awhile n left
den we went walk walk n watched movie, DMC
damn hilarious. haha
after tat marcus called n asked mi down dblo
den we had dinner n back hm prepare lor
i was so late lar. haha. sorry guys
so i took cab down
had sum light drinks den went over to da dance floor area
dunno wad they ordered there also
haha. juz drink can le. played 5 10
i keep losing =((
den i helped marcus to drink his tequila shot
coz he drank too much alr, n i lyk drink nth lyta
den went over to da dance floor
after i came back from toilet, i suffered 2falls =="
very idiotic. im not drunk
juz too many platforms there
which is lyk SOOOO irritating =="
their welcome gift fer mi =="
club until closing which is 3am =="
so earli uh. boring
den discussin whr to go but headed back hm instead
haha. zurong drive so he sent mi back lor =)) thanks

den sat went over to career fair
gt tis era guy came to talk to mi n erjie
wow, he damn charming lor
haha. too bad he`s married. hahaha
den walked ard to get her stuffs n back hm
n da joke of da yr happened on tat day too
we went over to esplanade to wait fer bus
coz it was raining den
so we waited n waited
fer very very long. other buses came lyk dunno hw many times alr
we still waited, from standing to sitting down
den we joked ard sayin da bus onli operates at nite or sth
so i turned moi head ard to see da directory one
n guess wad i saw?
da bus is not even operated on weekdays n sat ==""""""""
lyk WTH!!!!!
den no choice, LL lor. walked to station n took train back
if we chose tat, we`ll be hm by den le. sighh
back hm had dinner coz damnnn hungry
at nite bh came to take notes from erjie
den went downstairs to had supper
but din eat. too full
after tat he came up to play wii
haha. he`s a gd guy lor
he`s alr very tired, but still entertain us fer so damn long
he went back near 5am leh
hahaha. we`re lyk so bad lor
but thanks anyway =D

sun had lunch over at werner`s oven, german restaurant
advance celebration of mom`s bday n perhaps farewell fer erjie? =((
eat until damn full
we onli ordered 2 platter fer 4 den end up so full
den back hm n played wii =DDD
den many pple left
so dinner at downstairs coffee shop
full full also, so never ate much
den went back n prepare den off to da airport
bh came n fetch erjie n mi
den mom, dad, peggy n andrew took cab there
coz can claim. haha
go there awhile, drink abit of coffee den erjie went in alr =(((
sad lor. im alone again =(( *sobss*
have to wait fer another 4-5months b4 i can see her again
hopefully she can make it fer moi 21st bday =((
bh offered to send us back, but nvm lar. he stayed too far le. hehe
thanks ^^
took train back hm

mon never go out
stayed at hm
ohh, have
went to kkh to visit moi auntie
she juz finished op =))
den saw siang`s gf. hohoho
had dinner there den back hm

tue met bh fer lunch at bugis
den walk walk, sit down drink n talk talk
til dinner time he meeting his fren
den i went back hm n had dinner
pei mom to ntuc n i bought milk milk =DDDD
back hm play wii fit
poor bh no voice. haha
so many pple sick
dunno y

today meet dearie at orchard
went walk walk den sit down talk talk
den went walk walk again
saw a dress from zara very nice
so buy. haha
den went to ax, wanna try luck n see whether have tat Moto Rhinestone Top
to moi surprise, i saw it at near da entrance there
WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!
im happy til wanna die alr can
den go try try try
all 3colours also try
juz tat no blue colour tat i saw online
haha. M size fer black OUT OF STOCK IN ALL OUTLETS!!!
da red is too striking, den white i dun wan coz i ordered sth similar at VS alr
so left black
den i try da S size, ehh, i can wear leh
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
jiu shi zhe yang le!!
i love tis too much to not to buy
haha. price is quite steep fer a top
but i LOVE!!!
=D den dinner at taka
after dinner walked over to heeren n bought some earrings
den back hm =D
bathed n online
so long never update le. juz feel lyk updating suddenly =D
anyway, moi frens are recovering i guess =D
tat`s very gd. recover fast fast uh =))
huggs~

pat, gen, mi, bh

pretty top wif moi ugly face. haha

quiz

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i thk tis test is quite accurate. haha

well well, so many things to update,

but im simply too lazy

everyday stayin at hm n doin nth =="

sians lor. haha

i also lazy to update moi trip to genting. haha

but overall very fun n sexciting

coz im wif love <33

okie lar. feelin lazy alr

haha

I WANNA GO CLUBBING!!!!

sexcited

i haven been updating fer so many days

haha. hmm, whr shld i start??

anyway, been goin out tis few days. hehe

i miss tis feeling. hahahahaha

well, life has been great fer mi =D

great company n lots of fun n laughter

juz went to zouk on wed

ladies night, but quota exceed

so have to pay =="

so rubbish. anyway, had fun tat night

juz nw never club enough

haha. jeenson half way very high

so we went out n rest fer almost 2hrs

went back in at 2am

n club until closing

den sat down fer an hr b4 headin hm

thur evenin went to da photoshoot wif erjie

haha. she gt cheated again

LOL! spent ard 4hrs there

very tiring

fri went to see doc

im so seriously ill =((

sighh

after tat went to ps wif gen

to buy yf`s present

den we caught da movie, hes just not that into you

lyk finally

haha. nice movie =))

den went out wif erjie they all until evenin

todae went out again ard late noon

had dinner at v8 cafe

den back hm

too lazy to update

haha. tat`s all

tmr is yf`s bday celebration

after tat on mon im goin genting wif love alr

so sexciting. cant wait

hehe. wait til i come back den i`ll update again =D

take care peeps

im so into u

dunno y, but u`ve been appearing in moi head fer countless times

haha. i noe its not possible, but da thot of u puts a smile across moi face

omg, im blushin nw. haha *shy*

NO MORE!!!

yeah, 1st of all, I`VE FINISHED MOI FINAL YR EXAMS!!!
yeah yeah yeah!!! im super happy can
hehehehehe
after da paper on fri, i went to vivo to meet dearie
wanted to watch he`s juz not tat into u
but da tix are selling fast =="
so we caught marley & mi
its a very nice show
i teared while watchin =((
coz its very very sad
after watchin we went to eat moi all-time-fav
haha. carl`s jr
we sat outside n eat
den we talked
n lyk i finally noe wad are YOU thkin
how do YOU thk abt mi
thanks ar. perhaps to u, `its da thots tat counts` doesnt apply to u
at least when i bought those stuffs, moi heart is there, da thot is there
nw tat i noe u NEVER appreciate or lyk da stuffs i bought
i felt so disappointed being cheated by u
u always thot tat u`re SOOOOOO great, lyk ALWAYS
nvm. i also dun wanna comment so much
since its OVER
anyway, after tat, gen stayed over at moi place


on sat, we went out wif moi sis
to some place
n stayed there fer nearly 4hrs =="
den back hm fer dinner
n we ordered da VS stuffs alr =D
so excited. haha
den played wii awhile n send her to station
slept at 5+ =="


today i met gen n we went to book our trip
den it was pouring, so took cab down to suntec
den we walked ard over there n ms n rc
i saw alot of tempting stuffs
i couldnt resist
but still i manage to control moiself n never buy anything =D
no matter hw much i love, i thk its betta to save. hehe
but tat mng i may be getting it
depends if moi dad willing to sponsor mi fer moi trip anot. hehehe
n back hm
wanted to return laopo her skirt, den she came to find mi
after i ate moi dinner, i accompanied her to paya lebar to get her stationeries
den talk talk awhile n back hm
nw i juz reached hm =D
very tired
mayb slpin earli tonight
haha (lyk real)
tmr gonna go out again
to get yf`s present
alright. nitess pple
any1 has job lobangs pls let mi noe. thanks =D


i seem to find back da old mi
or rather, who i am previously
i no longer feel so pressurised
at least im happy =))
things will get betta yea =D
if no one appreciates mi, i shall appreciate moiself =))
from nw, i muz LIVE MOI LIFE TO DA FULLEST!!!