1 last one

i cant slp yest nite
tossin n turnin
i thk i finally fell aslp ard 4+
woke up at 9+ today
went to bathe
had breakfast n went to sch wif erjie
reached sch alr 1230
which is lyk so late
so faster revise abit
den go exam
hopefully can pass. haha
back hm after sch
watched tv n facebooking
gonna start studyin moi next n last killer paper le
coatings. i dunno whether it`ll be lyk poprii anot
haha. alright. take care peeps =)

YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!
YIWEN IS NOT MY NAME!!!
YIWEN IS NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT MY FARKING NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET TIS CLEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARE U TRYIN TO PROVOKE MI BY CALLIN MI YIWEN????
OR HAVE U FORGOTTEN ABT MY NAME?????????????

vday

update alil on vday =))

vday was spent wif fq

he came n fetch mi to east coast park

had dinner at tis place, which i dunno da name

heh. its quite far down da park

his fren, dexter was workin there

food was quite okie =))

nice ambience too

after tat we shifted outside when his fren, terence n gf came

its nice coz u can see da sky, da stars =D

sat there fer quite sum time

den headed to vivo to watch movie

underworld: rise of the lycans

initially i had no interest in tis show

coz im not into tis kinda shows

but afterall, it seems quite nice =D

headed back hm after tat =)

oh yea, fq gave mi a 'bouquet' of bears

haha. 3bears =))

very nice. thanks

n yea, tat`s hw i spent moi vday =))

gen gave mi presents too

a mi2u bear, which is sooo cute n lovely

n da xoxo thingy. haha

thanks too babe

da xoxo thingy =D

fq n mi

he hardly smile when takin pics

tis is da sort-of appetizer. heh

fq`s main course

moi =)

our desert

after juz nw, i realized tat its time to 4get mi
dun wait fer mi alr
im not worth ur wait
it may seem tat i dun care, but i do
its not exactly lyk i dun love u anymore
we dun have to be 2gether even thou we love each other
it may be better tis way
take care always moi love
our memories will always be kept inside moi <33>

exams period

im back pple =))
to update alil on wad i`ve been doin tis few days
having exams currently
juz finished 2 paper, n 2more to go
poprii was a killer, i swear
i dun even noe whether i can pass anot
sighh
tmr is mdmat
n last paper coatings
yest went back sch to study wif erjie
b4 tat went to gen`s hse to collect da stuffs tat i`ve asked her to print =))
thanks babe
studied til 5 den i headed back hm
to watch tv =D
den dinner n facebook
took a nap n woke up at 10+
haha. damn tired.
i slept at 4+ da previous nite to rush moi reports
n woke up at 8 =.=

stayed hm today
lazy to go sch also
haha. plans fer lata will be studyin
after i finish watchin tv =D

sat nite played wii wif xiuping
n facebook wif erjie n xiuping til 4den slp also =.=
cant rmb wad i did on sun
ohh, rushin moi reports. hehehe

sat had popeyes at airport t3 wif mom erjie n peggy
den headed hm ard 10+
peggy bought erjie n i pooh n piglet
hehe. omg tat piglet is sooooo damn cute

fri i had dinner wif fq
to celebrate our 1yr anniversary
it was on thur actually
but i had paper on fri, so make it fri

recently i bought a dress from dorothy perkins
n a leggings, which i`ve considered fer damn long
haha. coz im not very used to tat
in fact, i dun lyk at all
but i`ve tis very short bubble skirt
i guess i`ll be nice to pair it wif leggings
rather den not wearin tat, i rather spend money on one more to make tat piece 'wearable'
haha. let's see when i`ll try wearin. haha

tat`s moi piglet =D

moi piglet n erjie`s pooh. they`re gd friends =D

fq`s tiggers. da right side one is bought by mi, but its naughtier den da left side one
but i still adore da both of them =)

da one i bought is da younger one. he`s always bullying his elder brother. sighh

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

[Verse]
It`s been the longest winter without you
I didn`t know where to turn to
See somehow I can`t forget you
After all that we`ve been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock (Whose there, no one?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I have realized
That I really didn`t know

If you didn`t notice
You mean everything (quickly I`m learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I`m be OK

[Chorus]
Thought I couldn`t live without you
It`s going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeah (It`ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I`m gonna smile because I deserve too
Oh (It`ll all get better in time)

[Verse]
I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling
If I`m dreamin`
Don`t want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that`s the past (I believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it

If you didn`t notice
Well you mean everything (quickly I`m learning)
Oh turn up again (all I know is)
I`m be OK

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Since there`s no more you and me (no more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be (no no no no no no)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus x2]

Ina - I Wanted You

Lately I`ve been thinking about what I can do

I`ve been stressing to fall back in love with you

I`m so sorry that I couldn`t follow through

But I can`t go on this way, I`ve gotta stop it babe

You`ve been wonderful in all that you can be

But it hurts when you say that you understand me

So believe me, I, I am sorry, I

I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted you

I`ve been pushing hard to open up the door

Trying to take us back to where we were before

But I`m done, I just can`t do this anymore

'Cuz we can`t be mended now, so let`s stop pretending now

We`ve been walking around in circles for some time

And I think we should head for the finishing line

So believe me, I, I am sorry, I

I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me throught it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I ... I`m so sorry baby

But I, I ... I gotta pack up and leave

But I, I`ll always remember how we came close

... to being how I wanted to be

I wanted you baby, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

tis song seems to fit my situation nw

i jus wanna be happy

i jus wan da same old feelin back

but i guess its over

no matter hw u piece back da broken parts

there`ll still be da crack there

its sth tat even time cant heal

okie im thkin too much again

tmr is moi 1st paper alr

i need to study real hard den. take care pple

sorry fer da lack of updates =)

diarrhoea =((

tis few days keep havin diarrhoea
i dunno wad`s wrong =((
cny eve i visited toilet 4times
how sad
den i cant have curry tat day
lucky after tat feelin okie
but recently it happened again
thkin whether to see doc anot
everytime i said if it happens again on tat day, i`ll go
but it`ll never happen
den few days lata it came back again
wad`s tis???

anyway, went out wif gen today
happy happy =))
had sakae sushi fer lunch
which led mi to havin diarrhoea again
twice today alr
wanted to go to tat stupid, idiotic, irresponsible shop to refund tat dress
but it was closed =.=
can it be such coincidence?
lyk wtf lor!!
nvm. after tat we went town
shop fer vday present wif gen
den watch brides war
never ate dinner, coz both of us not feelin hungry
so walk ard
n i bought a num flip flop =))
its nice, thou i dun really lyk gold
haha. n back hm =))

tis few days been very obsessed wif wii
haha. no time to do alot of things. sighh
exams are comin, yet no heart to study
i muz force moiself to stop playin next week le
last yr, last sem alr
have to really jiayou ^^

alright nth much alr
so many thots runnin thru moi mind
very confused
cant differentiate wad`s truth n wad`s lies,
wad`s wrong n waad`s right anymore
very tired alr
gdnights peeps!

girls' dreams?

i came across tis, which i thk is rather true
at least to mi, 90%, i dunno abt other girls =)

*leave her cute n sweet text/notes everytime
*kiss her infront of ur frens
*tell her she looks beautiful
*look into her eyes when u`re talkin to her
*let her mess wif ur hair
*walk ard wif her
*forgive her fer her mistakes
*look at her lyk she's da only girl u see
*tickle her when she says stop
*hold her hand when u`re wif ur frens
*reach fer her hand, dun wait fer her to do so
*dun let her be da one to always call u
*when she starts swearin at u, tell her 'i love u'
*let her fall aslp in ur arms
*get her mad, den kiss her
*tease each other
*stay up wif her all nite when she's sick
*watch her fav movie wif her
*kiss her forehead
*give her da world
*write letters to her
*hang out wif her when she's feelin down
*let her noe she's impt
*let her take all photos she wants of u
*kiss her in da pourin rain
*tell her when u fell fer her
*when u say u love her, say it from da bottom of ur heart, mean every single word u said

i dun wanna shed anymore tears

can i juz give up everything nw?
im very tired
tired of getting 4gtten by moi loved oneam
tired of remindin things tat are often not done
he can rmb every1, esp his classmates but not mi
i hope im juz being too sensitive
am i juz not da right girl fer u?
if tat`s da case, pls tell mi
i wun hinder u to pursue ur happiness
yes, i`ll be sad
after all those tat we`ve gone thru
but no pt stayin when we`re not happy
am i right?
mayb tat time was a mistake made
i shld juz leave u
den u wun be so stressed right nw
1person upset is better den 2person
its simply moi fault
fer wanting u back
im sorry
i wanna talk to sum1 so badly
but no1`s there fer mi
i dun wanna bother her
tmr is an impt day fer her
all i can is to say my feelings out here
perhaps not everything
but at least there`s sum1 to 'listen' to mi

Plain White T's - 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad
I'm so glad that I found you
I love being around you

You make it easy
As easy as 1 2, (1 2 3 4)
There's only one thing two do three words four you
I love you (I love you)
There's only one way two say those three words
And there's what I'll do
I love you (I love you)

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things that you never even tell you closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had

I'm so glad that I found you
I love being around you

Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily

My skin is like a map, where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I lay down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow


I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily


I found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do your know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine too
If I never take this leap of faith I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow


I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily


Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you