Sunday, August 17, 2008

unhappy

im back, to update abit on wad had happened over da days

10/08/2008:
meet nuer to kbox, together wif baby n song boon
she gave mi a mango voucher worth $50 =))
thanks babe
we sang til 7pm den went to taka to buy cake
went back hm after tat wif baby n nuer
coz dad has to go nuh on mon, n we dunno if he needs to be admitted
so we celebrated moi bday today =)
after havin dinner, cut cake
den send nuer to bus stop n baby sent mi back hm den he left
11/08/2008:
woke up earli in da mornin
jiefu came to fetch us (dad, mom, aunt peggy n mi) wif jie to nuh
saw da doc in charge of dad`s op
he`s quite a nice guy
as in, at least we still get to see him, talk to him n stuffs
unlyk da spine doc, kns
den i left fer sch
reached sch den ms wee said wed we have to come back again
coz she dun have enough time to finish da roleplay =.=
no choice lor
went back nuh to find jie they all
had brunch den back hm
reached hm awhile lata den went out to meet gen they all
went to meet patrick n jeenson first
went to kbox
den gen brought randy in
i was lyk so surprised lor
haha. very very happy too =))
coz i`ve never seen him fer such a long long time
i missed moi jiemei so much =))
lucky he was able to make it
anyway, we cut cake n sing
randy had to go off earli coz he need to book in
so no choice =
sent him off wif gen den we went back
dinner at sakae sushi
wanted to eat ichiban, but under reno i thk
so went to wheelock to eat sakae
after tat went back hm le
coz its too late to go shop
gen came moi hse =))
den she passed mi her present
a ring =D (will upload da pics soon)
after tat went to station wif her
felt so blessed on tat day =))
12/08/2008:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! =D
dad gave mi angbao =P
1st time thou, haha
went to meet gen at city hall
had waffle (cant rmb da name of da shop)
den went walk walk at ms n suntec
din manage to get anything thou
so went back hm wif gen
we played uno spin =D
hehe. very fun
its always fun + laughter wif her ard =))
den dinner time baby came
n gen had to go back le
coz she meetin bf =))
thanks fer ur company on moi bday *smoochess*
went back hm wif baby to pick his clothes den back to moi place
he stayed over to accompany mi on moi day =))
thanks baby <33
13/08/2008:
baby sent mi to sch earli in da mornin fer da stupid quiz
which finished lyk 15mins?! heh!
den bought breakfast back n i went back to slp
very tired
woke up in da afternoon to go back sch again
fer da roleplay
den went back hm
15/08/2008:
went to cdc fer trial test wif aunt peggy
failed da 1st time n passed da 2nd time
den went to orchard to find dad`s stuffs
aunt peggy bought mi a levi's wallet =D
plus a top from there too. hehe
bought many mum mum back also =))
da shou huo =D
went to baby`s hse at nite to stay over
16/08/2008:
woke up earli in da mornin at 6+
went to work wif baby
i mean i stayed inside his car to wait fer him
studyin, slpin, studyin, slpin
after he finished, he sent mi to cdc to take moi btt
i PASSED!! =D
hehe. very happy n scared
after tat went to apply moi pdl n ftt
met up wif da instructor also
moi 1st lesson starts on 4th sep
so scared =X
after tat back hm to rest
i slept til 5-6+ den woke up
had dinner den slack n tv
17/08/2008:
went out wif aunt peggy to chinatown
reached there ard 3 lyta
walked ard den went to do foot n shoulder massage
coz moi left shoulder has been in so much pain recently
after da massage i felt better abit lar
haha. den went to find dad`s stuffs n back hm at abt 7+
had dinner den watch tv
den bathed n online le
so fast its alr 0020hr
alright den. i`d better go get sum rest nw
everyone in da hse is alr aslp except mi =)
gdnitess pple =))


they`re da best pals i`ve ever met i swear. love you guys
esp da pink pig aka moi lovely dearie =D
da black ginseng is da jessica alba look-a-like. HAHA
da very dao face is da kuku pad pad who`s in love wif a shemale. LOL~
den moi very hao jiemei, da green botak. hehe

sumtimes i juz wonder, wad`s wrong wif mi
how come i cant seem to speak a single word after u`ve spoken
am i really tat weak? tat soft-hearted tat i dun even dare to say anything further?
sighss. i juz have too many things inside mi
too many feelings kept down deep inside moi heart
i dunno who to turn to, i dunno wad shld i say
i dunno wad`s right n wad`s wrong
wad will be da consequences if i really said those things out
sumtimes, its juz those lil thots tat count
even a simple 'i love you' or 'i miss you' can really brighten moi day
those words can really make mi happy n relieved
at least i noe, i feel secured wif u
all i need, all i ask fer is tat can u juz shower mi wif a lil bit more wif ur love, care n concern?
tat`s really all i ever need from u moi love
im tryin very very hard to be very very understanding alr
i`ll do wadeva it takes to juz see u puttin a smile across ur face
seeing u smile, i am too, happy
i juz wan u to noe tat,
I LOVE YOU!! <33

Saturday, August 9, 2008

happy happy

moi dad`s op is a success =DD
very very happy
he gt discharged yest
but next week still gotta go back fer appt
coz they found another tumor in his large intestine
its not as serious as da spine one thou
still hope he`s fine
n he needs therapy in order to recover
jie quarrelled wif him yest over tis
sighh
very confused
over da money issue also
since they`re dad`s hard-earned money
den juz let him decide on hw he wanna spend those money lor
if u wan him to throw da whole sum of money fer da flat
its definitely a no-no wad
i noe i cant say much, coz i have a share in it too
but, aiya
i also dunno wad is she thkin
anyway, juz 3more days =))
n im lookin forward
thou cant go out to celebrate coz of dad
but i`ll still be as happy
being able to celebrate wif moi family n moi close frens =))
not forgettin moi baby <33
alright
nth much to update too
exams are juz ard da corner
lyk juz next next week?
heh. n moi btt too
sighh
all at once
HA!
juz have to study real hard after moi bday den =))
its juz not da same anymore
can u feel it?
its no longer da feelin i have felt b4
its juz so so different
sighh
i dunno wad to say either
u`ve changed =((