hmmmmm

dunno wad to blog also
haha. last thur i went back sch again =((
after tat baby brought mi to sim lim to see lappys
den back to his hse
he prepared dinner fer mi =))
after dinner tv n back hm

cant rmb wad i did on fri
at nite went fer supper wif baby
after tat back moi hse to watch tv
den he left after tat

sat i thk i went ikea wif erjie, jie n hong jie
went there to get sum bathroom accessories
den back to new hse to put da stuffs n back hm

sun mornin we went to da singapore flyer =D
coz erjie gt tis smou club thingy
gt carnival n flyer fer $8 onli
haha. da carnival is those children`s kinda games
but its fun lar
coz its wif family =DD
won many useless games (at least to us)
haha. but gt da eeyores at last
i wanted da piglets, but no more alr =(((
den went to sit da singapore flyer n back hm
soooo tired =.=
after which erjie n i went to ikea AGAIN =.=
haha. den we went tm walk walk
supposed to go city area, but too tired
so we juz hang ard tamp n back to new hse

mon went out wif erjie n xj
supposed to have baby included, but he din join us last min
went to the cathay to catch sex n da city
quite a nice show
i wan da walk-in wardrobe lyk carrie =((
haha. so damn nice can
oh well, after watchin, we walked ard ps
den back hm =))
met baby after dinner at hm
stayed over his place
n he sent mi to new hse da next day to meet up wif them

mopped da floor =((
very very tiring
erjie is cinderella
hahahaha =X
back hm bathed n tv n dinner =D

wed went new hse again
its lyk a everyday routine nw. haha
baby came n passed mi da brochure
den lunch wif him n he went to work
i went back hm did nth but slp
haha. very tired
woke up, played wif ah di n wait fer erjie to come
den dinner n back hm
bathed n tv =))

went to suntec yest
to find baby
but he was so busy
so i went to ms to shop awhile =D
fer a mango tee
den to city hall to meet erjie
n we walked back to suntec again
coz her fren wanna see sth
den we walked to ms fer tea break
haha. had secret recipe
den sent her fren to da taxi stand n we walked back suntec again =.=
haha. walked fer quite sumtime den back hm
new hse i mean =.=
haha. coz jiefu gt car alr
den they drove sum stuffs to new hse
n back hm lor =))

todae woke up at 12+
hehe. jie came coz she sick
den went to hawker fer lunch
n back hm
she went to bed after takin med
n i`ve nth to do so i came to blog =))
supposed to meet cinderella, but last min cancelled
so here i am feelin so bored n nth to do =((
not in da mood to study also
thou mst is lyk in 1week time
omg. dunno hw to survive tat
haha. still have moi btt to study also
but tat`s still quite sum time lar
during aug =((
moi exam
sighh.
anyway, mom n dad is over at new hse
so no one is at hm nw to acc mi =((
i shall find sth to do =))
take care peeps

i miss miss miss many many many pple

gen`s bday

happy bday moi dearest dearie =))

thur nano paper was OMG

i dunno wad to describe

juz prayin fer da best =))

yest biomaterial was okie

hopefully i din do badly

after paper, went over to gen`s hse to surprise her =D
den we chat chat til time fer her to go sch

n i went back to cont da album im giving her

spent hours doin it

haha. real tired

hope she lyks it =D

den went over to meet them at the cathay

b4 tat met jiemei at ps to get da cake

den we walked over to the cathay to meet up wif gen, pat, jeenson n mel
had astons fer dinner

den went out to talk fer awhile n headed hm

coz its kinda late when we had dinner

no plans, so head hm

gen stayed over

n we stayed til 3+ or 4 den we slp

haha. had a great time chattin wif her =))

we woke up near 12 i thk

haha. too tired

went out ard 2+ or 3

headed to vivo

caught beverly hills chihuahua

hehe. nice show

da dogs are soooo adorable

den we had dinner at superdog

n back hm after tat =))

great day spent wif moi dearie. hehe

5th dec:

da birthday girl =))

jiemeis~dearies

group pic

6th dec:

Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

tat`s it

woke up at 8+
den went to bathe n to sch
so borin =.=
do extrusion til 1+
went fer lunch
den to kitchen to bake our muffins
finished at ard 4+ 5 lyta
went to chinatown there to find laopo
pass her back her keys den i went back hm le
reached hm at 6+ den went to slp at 7
no one at hm
mom n erjie went to ikea
dad went to buy food
i`ve no appetite to eat
so went to slp
very very tired
slept til 10+ den wake up
hehe. by den mom they all still not hm yet
went to bathe den watch tv
dunno wad time slpin
coz im not tired nw =((

guess its da end fer us alr
i noe i noe
everything is moi fault again
i can onli have u wif no other frens
or rather am i not supposed to have any frens ard mi?
is tat so?
fine. i wun say any further alr
i noe u wanted to end tis r/s all along
ur irc frens (guys or GIRLS) all are more impt den anything else
everytime u juz cant seem to get ur eyes off tat screen
if u really really willing to give up everything fer mi
i dun see y u cant juz STOP using da irc
since those online pple are BETTER den mi
fine, juz go ahead
alright? go ahead n do wadeva u thk is right
since im no longer impt in ur life
im juz a nobody
take care n have fun uh

back from chalet

hihi pple
so long never update alr. hehe
i shall not recall back wad happened fer da past few weeks le
coz i dunno hw many days will i take to finish =D
i shall start from fri den =))

fri:
went to sch as usual
had pm&a2 prac
finished quite earli
so went fer breakfast
den to lib to rest
erjie came to sch to collect her notes
den suhui n i acc her to eat
jie happened to be in sch also
haha. so erjie acc mi to t15 there to meet jie
i went fer moi gems, which finished lyk within 1hr onli
supposed to go fer pm&a2`s tutorial
but i dun wanna wait fer 1hr juz fer 1hr tutorial
so i went back to sis hse to pack moi stuffs
boy came n we waited fer da rain to stop
den we made our way to tm to order cake n have dinner there
after eatin went to buy sum stuffs den headed down to chalet
reached there rest awhile den went to bathe
after bathing, we played mj wif dad n mom
hehe. played til 2-3+ den bed time

sat:
woke baby up fer work
den i went back to slp again
haha. woke up alr had breakfast
den to new hse wif mom, jie n erjie
after tat went to tamp to meet girl, aunt n andrew
den to ntuc again to shop fer stuffs
n back to da chalet
bbq n buffet =))
din really enjoyed moiself =
anyway, played mj again at nite. haha
won $2.50 onli =.=
den went to slp
quite angry lar =((

sun:
woke up n had breakfast
wait fer girl to come den mj again
haha. played til dinner time
walked to changi village to had dinner
back there to cont again
den went to bathe n baby came wif da cake
celebrate dad`s bday
hehe. after eatin cake den mj again =D
played til 12+ i thk den girl they all went back
at nite mom, baby, soon boon n i played again
slept at ard 4-5+
very very tired
den baby sent sb back n we went back chalet to slp

mon:
HAPPY BDAY DAD!!
woke up at 8+
need to check out at 0930
so no choice =((
very very tired, but still have to drag moiself up
after everything is done, we went to have breakfast
sum eggs, bread n drinks which cost dad $21
haha. but its nice lar. da eggs are big =P
after tat back hm
unpacked da stuffs n i went to slp =.=
haha. jie they all went to new hse, i stay at hm n slp =((
wanted to acc boy to sim lim, but guess i overslept
sorry!
woke up watch tv den dinner
after tat tv again
slept at 2+

tue:
woke up at 9+
received call from laopo
asked mi to go out wif her
so went to had breakfast den to new hse
coz da a/c installation is today
after tat went to laopo`s hse
den went to chinatown area first
den to sim lim
after which to bugis street which she bought many many stuffs there
haha. den to bugis
had dinner n shopped ard
i bought moi contact lens solution
n i gt alot ALOT of freebiesss~
haha. im so greedy
very very heavy =((
den back hm to take moi stuffs
n here i am at laopo`s hse =D
tmr still need to be in sch to do fyp
sooooo borin =((
alright, tat`s all pple.
gdnitess =D

i always believed tat unlike poles attract
n so do pple
but i guess im so wrong
i thot we can be different
i thot we can really accomodate wif one another
i thot we can overcome soooo many stuffs
i thot we should compromise each other
but its juz sooo WRONG!!
u seem to change
perhaps u`ll say im da one who`s changed
oh well, i dunno
i juz noe tat our r/s is gettin weaker n weaker
there is simply no trust between us u see
wadeva i do juz seems so wrong
very wrong everytime
its lyk im da one at fault most of da time
sighh

can u tell mi wad exactly has happened?
is there a third person involved?
or u simply cant be bothered wif mi anymore?
am i really tat hard to be wif?
am i really a very difficult person?
do i always make things hard fer u?
do u really really hate mi tat much?
do u still love mi?
is there any other ways to improve our r/s?
is there any things tat i can do to make u happy?
or am i asking too much from u?
etc...

there are so many unsolved ques in moi head
i really really wanna noe da ans
is tis juz da beginning or its gonna end soon?
i really dunno *sobss*