back again =D

heh, im back again after sooooooooooooooooooo damn long =))
soooooo much things have taken place durin da past lyk 1month or so?
there`s much much laughter n joy at first
but life gets more n more meaningless fer mi nw
as fer attachment, its gd too
i gt along well wif da pple there as days pass by
but also glad tat i left tat borin place alr
too much things juz happened so suddenly
i dunno how to say either

im gonna start a brand new life of moi
leavin all da past behind
all da painful memories
no more guys, no more relationship fer nw
coz i simply trust guys no more
is everything juz purely sweet talkin?
or are they truly from ur bottom of ur heart?
are u really willing to 4get abt moi past?
juz lyk wad u said to mi? are u?
if so, y shld da reason we`re apart be tis?
i dunno. i felt loved when im wif u
but w/o u, i felt lyk im dead
everything is juz gone in a nite
i`ll try moi very best not to thk abt u
coz it hurts mi so deeply
its lyk a spear piercin thru moi heart
whenever i thot of u, moi tears juz wun listen to mi
tat`s y i have to be braver, be stronger
i muz face up to reality
wad`s gone is gone
YOU will NEVER be moi again
but still im contented tat i noe u n being wif u
even if i noe da endin will be lyk tis, i`ll still have no regrets being wif u
i`ll still choose to be wif u, knowin tat we`ll be apart 4eva
take lots care moi love

dearie, thanks fer stayin by moi side when i needed sum1 da most
be careful, i might turn into a les =D
coz i dun believe in LOVE anymore
thanks fer bringin joy in moi life when im down
i miss ya